From that time I became an adult. I still am [becoming an adult], for example, whatever happens, I go beyond anger, but there are probably many people shocked by it. Even now, things concerning the GazettE, because its reluctantly being denied by people, they seem to take advantage of it [that sentence kinda got me lost...I think he means that since people think he’s so good and nice, they take advantage of it]. At such times, why do I get angry. To restrict it only to the band, I can’t keep my composure. [-> he can’t keep his cool if those are things connected with the band].
I love children. I even have 2 shots of my baby niece and nephew as a stand-by picture on my mobile. Here, look! [XD Kai!!] They’re super-cute, ne~ (laugh). The boy above is 5 and the girl below is 2. I’d do enything for them. Now, we’re still on good terms, but didn’t I make them shy before? Well, it wasn’t good if I went home to meet them wearing make-up. I’d scare them (bitter smile). Because of that, I’ve made many different things to get their love. A secret to be likable by children? It’s a thing that’s appearing in a child’s own gaze. When we’re together, we only play. I don’t think what I said is embarrassing. For example, when we’re outside walking toghether, and they are on both my sides holding my hands, even a bad boy is calm and sings songs (laugh). Because of that, when I did that with them repeatedly, we finally made a bond. It was an effort worthwhile (laugh). Even when we had a home live [meaning a live in the place where he lives – Tokyo, I think], twice, I thought about whether I should go and play with them. Even until today, if I went to see them now in make-up, the young girl would look with surprise on her face and she’d probably say ‘Who’s this person?’ (laugh). I wonder what the older boy would say, but before when I met him after a live, he’d say ‘Buy a new toy!’. It’s because I’m indulgent. Even though I’d say there would be no presents and I knew that inside my head, but when I was teased, I’d quickly buy something. Well, I wonder, are my nephew and niece are still like that? Whatever the time, I definitely want to have my lown children. Are they going to be cute beyond imagination? [I want] a boy and a girl both of each, similar to my nephew and niece. The person who’ll become my wife in the future will have it difficult, ne~. I think I’ll be indulgent to whichever child I have and I hope my upbringing of them will be precise (laugh).
A long time ago, my part-time job was in a restaurant kitchen, but I haven’t done that in a while [cooking]. The other day, I got hungry and cooked tarako spaghetti, but because I forgot many things the flavour wasn’t really good. In the past, I was entrusted with the positions of the first hand [I think he means the person to help the cook] in the kitchen (bitter smile).
First, I enrolled as a waiter at that restaurant. After 2 years passed ‘Next, the kitchen seems fun too’ I thought at that time and after hoping [to get there] I was rotated there, and first the dishwashing began. And in the end, there was no chef, and I was there wandering the kitchen and I went there until that time. I was invited to do a full-time employment, but I refused (laugh).
Even though I could cook quite well. Because it was said you had to love cooking a lot of food, and in those times you had to think out a lot of creative cookery (laugh). Actually, the restaurant I worked in was a Western-style one and even now I still know the foundation of the manner of cooking well. Even so, if you don’t use your skill, it becomes blunt, ne~.
When we were coming up with the title for this tour FROM THE DISTORTED CITY, about this ... we thought about changing it. Surprisingly, is there something closer to death I wonder? we got spontaneously, we are usually not aware of it because it has that dreadful/dismaying feeling.
So, with such a meaning, we really thought if it was ok to go in with an opposite of the word, we had that kind of thoughts. To me, the talk had no relation/connection, and I didn’t understand it really. I also included if it’d common for people that wherever at whatever time, it’s death, it’s definitely not something that people don’t know.
Having said that, for example, you don’t want to think about it, even though sucha time will come.
I think I want to have a way of life where there won’t be any regrets left.
By chance, when this issue cames out, it will be my birthday, untill now I have only lived several years and I can only say about it, in regard to it, I’m in the process of consolation, from now on, I want to live and go on leading a life where no regrets are made.
It's a desired thing for us to do. In The GazttE's case, it's standard, it's a response to the desire after the original version/thing [concert] is completed. That's what I think the thing called 'encore' is. As far as it's concerned, both in the past and now, it hasn't changed.
To be reciprocated, it’s not good when it’s a relationship where you quarrel. I don’t have the kind of feeling of whether on top or bottom. When people read things like letters or surveys, the things written there you have to take/accept.
People write things because they think seriously about us. That’s why, it’s not that I agree with everything said about us, but certainly the opinion from such people is very important to us.
Simply, people who don’t exist as ‘guests’, we nicely refer to as ‘nakama’[ comrade/friend]. With such people, you almost want to go drinking (laugh).
It’s something I can’t see. And while it’s there, it’s something I don’t want to see just yet. If we talk about what the goal for the GazettE is, there are different ways of thinking, but if that’s ‘the end’, it’s not good. Saying that, still now there hasn’t really been a moment when I was thinking about a goal. As for me now, there are neither words of a sense of reality or destiny.
Huh? About this, whatever I say about it is OK? (laugh) Things like if I believe in it or not, right??Since my birthday is 28th October, my constellation is Scorpio. But I don’t believe in such fortune-telling. In the morning, the guy on TV who says what will happen, you watch if the day goes fast and the whole day’s tension is influenced by it, which is bad. Later, coming back to fortune-telling, whether it’s the blood-type fortune-telling, whichever we talk about, it is annoying. When people talk, ‘There are many B blood types, right’ kind of things are said, and I feel it is negative. ‘Aaa, excuse me, you are B blood type right’, ‘B type is prejudiced/sees everything with a narrow perspective!’
It is a word withour relation to me. And I always want it to be unrelated to me.
It's a rather painful bond in the human world (laugh). Human life filled with love grows. Surely, whoever says they love or like somebody, is there a person who can have a negative feeling [in that moment]? It seems that everyone has a type of an ideal love, and it's a good thing they do. If we talk about when it's not in the reciprocated, made or hidden [love] state, it is painful [I don't know if that is the meaning of the いたい he uses]. Later, it's normal and good. But if it's more than ordinary, it's difficult.
I don’t do anything, when I relax, there are probably a lot of things coming to my mind. And also, after I watch a film, there is also inspiration growing. That’s why I occasionally go to the cinema alone. A nice self-conversation happens, it’s good.
With the exception of the tour, I don't really do it [travel]. Even if I go, it's to an onsen with my mother, and whenever I go I have the kinda thankful feeling [I think that's what he means...he said:ありがとう的な感じ ]. However, I don't really have and so-called 'trips/journeys'. I'll try it one day. But I don't know yet. I think Japan has a lot of those [places to go to]. Definitely, when we go on tour, there are many different discoveries (laugh).
It's the opposite of the talk [they've had - will be posted soon^^] about domestic trips. In my private life, I don't have any interest in travelling abroad. But for going with The GazettE, there isn't a single trip I want to go to. I don't want to go to Asia, nor to America. And travelling is impossible. Above all there are word problems [literally translating - I believe he means communication] and probably the food doesn't suit/match [probably him/the food in Japan]. Probably, whichever country I'd go to, whichever part I'd regard, I always have the 'Japan is the number one best!'- feeling of self-confidence. For me, the things from the place where I was born and grew up [Japan] are the most delicious. There is rice, natto and grilled fish,...there is no food to match the one I mentioned.
[***As my Japanese teacher nicely put it - Japanese people are obsessed with food and onsen. And onsen was mentioned in that interview ^_^]
I don’t really take it. I don’t take household medicine, I don’t drink supplements either. If I have a cold, I don’t rely on medicine as a way of curing myself. Earlier, if I relied on medicine too much, my power of self-healing was weakening, I heard it is so. That’s why if the matter (illness) is not serious, I prefer not to take medicine. The time when I take medicine, like for example during a live, is only when it cannot be helped. Of course to the members, the staff, and later the fans included I don’t say anything (about it), it’s because I don’t want to use it (illness) as an excuse (for performing badly). Eariler, especiall before a live, catching a cold at this time was a lesson. I got the feeling it was spreading from me, especially on the day (of the live), and the other memebers’ physical condition was getting worse. Since then I’m careful about catching a cold. Something to do about it, when I come (into a building) from outside I wash my hands, I gargle my throat because I heard that that’s enough (to avoid catching a cold), and surely if you do it carefully it will be difficult to catch a cold. By all means, this (health) is the basis and it’s a very important matter.
When recording has to continue, why don't I get into the night type? But apart from that time, I am not a night type. When nothing's happening, I go to bed at midnight and wake up at 7. Havng such a life, you have the feeling you gain something. (laugh) It is a great feeling to have a bath in the morning sunshine. I think being a musician is a curious thing (laugh). Getting up early is definitely recommendable.
We are often told after a live that there was a great quake, but in the venue we didn't feel it. That's why whatever the time, whichever place, whatever happens, I don't know [it had happened]. It's absolutely impossible [to tell] when you watch us live (laugh).
It’s not especially pretty and I don’t like it, but if you can have it cleaned it’s good. Because people are different, it’s surprising that when it’s a small place and it’s not precisely cleaned, you are satisfied, but a more conspicuous place you leave undone (laugh).
The number one fixation inside my house now is the place for the TV set. I need to do research about a good place where I could watch TV when going to bed. Only in relaiton to such a place, if it slides/slips off, I won’t forgive (laugh).
I don’t smoke. If I remember correctly, I stopped [smoking] at about the times of GAMA (released in 2005). Until that time I was a heavy smoker. In those days, while having a live, I thought ‘Not to good’ about my physical health and with that mental state I completely abstained from it [smoking].
Only once, about half a year ago, there was a time when I once again felt like smoking. Some bad things happened and because I was irritated/nervous, I smoked one of the cigarettes I had in the car. But at that time, it was like ‘blah’, ‘awful’. I started coughing violently just as if I was smoking for the first time. At that moment I really thought that I should quit smoking. That’s why now, when the members and staff are smoking in my viscinity, I don’t feel like changing my mind. Well, it’s good to be a clean person (laugh).
Memories with Valentines...I don't really have any.Even though I did get some some time ago, but I wasn't happy in any way (bitter smile). When I was, more or less, in junior high school I was engrossed with football and I wasn't really intersted in girls. Because of that I had that happy feelig in high school. Before, I got it [valentines] from people I got along well and from people I didn't know/understand [I don't know which he means here] (laugh). They were put into the inside of shoe boxes, or inside shoe shelves with a letter with a name of someone I didn't know/understand [again, I don't know which 分からない he means here]. For sure it was most probably from someone who mistook the class. But after all, I often didn't know. Until now, chocolate occasion is not associated with anything.
***------------------------------*** Don't know if you guys know, but in Japan, on Valentine's Day, girls/women give chocolates to the ones they love (and not the other way round - the guys have the chance to show their love exactly a month later - in March - when they buy expensive presents for the women they love). The better the chocolates, the more you try to say you love the person. Apparently, handmadechocolates are the most appreciated ones for the person you love the most. Hence Kai mentioning chocolate events...
Wherever it is, I believe it exists. But I've never seen it.
I started crying more and more watching films. Perhaps, if it was a normal person I would say 'Really? In such a place?' but for me ...If we talk about a film that left a great impression, before that nothing particular came to my mind, but I'd say 'Mist'. It was an original film from the Stephen King horror genre [he makes it all sound so complicated - it's a Stephen King horror made into a movie] and it wasn't originally a type of film that would make you cry, but I couldn't say anything and just shed tears. [I'd like to see that - a crying Kai...]. It's quite difficult to explain it with words; it was sad, deeply moving and making you angry, to say it had, so to say, various kinds of emotions is still wrong; when those different emotions mixed, I cried. The way the relations between people were depicted gave a lot to think about. And to add to the colclusion, [people] got rid of many spontaneous words. Even now, it's [the movie] still highly praised in rental video places and people definitely want to see it.
I wonder, why do wars happen? It’s probably because there is no other way. Why, I wonder. I don’t understand why there are so many of them. This is an imperfect world, and probably it’s like that because of it (wars happen because the world is imperfect). But I have a feeling that somewhere there are people who wish for wars to happen. Because of governments, for the sake of money, I really don’t know.
After all, the first is receiving damage, then getting involved in food, those aren’t only weak people, right? If you disagree with something, say that, the companions of different people in high positions, do something, please! I think like that, but isn’t that the behaviour/it’s not going to happen ? There are no other ways, why that happens I wonder, even if I watch the news the only thing that comes to my mind is ‘Good gracious.’ It’s sad, isn’ it.
--the kanji title was: That Day--
Whatever I think an X-day might be? Hmmm... Marriage?! In this case, if you have a partner, don't ask for it fast/quickly. The desire to get married is strong (laugh). But I think it is wrong when it gets difficult because you think differently. If I get married, me and the person who will become my bride, only the two of us will have to deal with solving problems that would come. Especially, I've just mentioned [before] that I love children very much, and actually I think I want to become a parent myself, and I want to bring up children. [awwwwww...:3] Because it's a half-hearted feeling and it's too early for that feeling to be created, so, right now I have plans that I want to go with the order [?? - probably he means the wedding, then children, etc. order of things...]. And I myself feel a little uneasy/anxious (laugh).
This time my birthday is exactly the number of the release [of this magazine] (laugh). Also, next year, rather than adding something [to my life], I would like to go to another depth of human life. The longer you live, the more you want to live, to multiply the opportunities of meeting new people, because coming in contact with people makes me grow.
Things like growing old is not pleasant, and it’s not really that sensation [that I have]. I think age doesn’t have anything to do with how old you become. Still, if you compare it to the past, things like 3 sleepless nights and still being able to keep composure, my physical strength is not like that anymore (laugh). Isn’t the basic part of becoming older not changing? Whether 40 years old, or 50, the part [of life] when you grow has always been there and always will be, and I think I’ll still be myself.
The last time I went there...when was it?...I really don't remember (bittler smile). It was probably on an excursion in primary school. I went to the Ueno [a section in Tokyo] Zoo from what I remember. It's been ages since I went to a zoo. I suppose it would be fun. Next time I have some day/time off, I'll go with my niece and nephew [both are children]! I'll definitely rise in the public esteem, right? (laugh).
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